RECENTLY

I don't know what to post actually. During this week I've got so many ideas to publish and I've wrote them in my book. But, at the end of the week, like wednesday something, my life was been distracted by so many little shitty trash things and my mood goes down deep in the earth.
Guys, I am so sorry about everything that happened recently and I hope you guys manage to forgive what I've done. I admit all my wrong-doings through this week. For those who just can't forgive me, I'll accept all of your bad perception on me. But I'm still hoping you guys could forgive me .

I will tell you guys later on what happened recently when I've got my good mood back. 'If I got it'... ok?
It is a long story and difficult day of my life. But who am I to deny it, right? If you be in my shoes, feel what I've felt, face what I've been go through and stay still on your point without even moving when some people are scolding, throwing a condemnation at your face and direct messaging you every day just to show their dissatifaction toward you, I am sure you will be in depression just like me.
But, as an ALPHA girl, I could not let the depression control my day. I must open my mind and heart to accept every little things that happened and fight the anxiety in myself. Thus, that is all I do. Wake up and start to breathe again even the oxygen is different this time. Making new move to the new day and forget every trash that I left far behind. Promising to be a brand new girl if you give me the chance to do so.
My last words, I am sorry if i've hurt you and thank you if you've forgive me. 

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